Saturday, 9 March 2013

Focus

Last night I went out with my wife to run some errands. While she was doing her thing, I thought it would be a good time to see if I could find some like minded people, who wanted an opportunity to reach the top.

Sadly within 10 seconds of seeing the young couple, I headed the most bile bigoted statement come out of their mouth, and turned me off them, and then angry. It's 2013, and there are still people out there like that. In fact I am more surprised that I was as surprised as I was. Maybe because of the environments I surround myself with.

I did lose my focus for the rest of the day, and lost my thoughts.

Scumbags are out there, and they will never change, and always be the way they are. The quicker I learn this, the better. Don't let things out of my control affect me anymore...

Sunday, 3 March 2013

In the next 30 days...

The next 30 days are to be as busy as I can ever remember. I have no schedule, but I know for a fact I will be as busy as I have ever been. The last week, I have has a sense of nervous excitement that I have not had in a long time.

The next 30 days will shape that. I have several habits that I need to change. Several habits I want to change. Several things that I SHOULD have started a long time ago. A half sleepless night with heartburn, and a sore feeling in the knees when I walked, means that I now know 2 things that I have to do this month. Here is a list of the next 30 day goals.

- Start a low Cholesterol diet. I have slightly elevated cholesterol, and I should have started this months ago. But last night finally convinced me of it.

- Start walking around the block every day. I live where there are 2 long roads that are ramrod straight, and are safe for walking down. In a few months I will be able to run down them.

- Enroll in driving school. As people may know I am epileptic, but the good thing is that I am almost 8 months seizure free, and on medication. I can now legally and safely drive.

- Become better at making my goals, and affirmations for the day. If I am honest with myself, I have made a horrible job with that over the last 4 months or so. I guess I was scared of looking at how I was failing. Not anymore.

- Be ready to take my securities test. March 31st was my deadline, and I am making that cut.

For today, I have a plan of study, planning, and a date with my son. Until next time...